Myself, Yourself....

credit to the drawer

hemmh~okay, i don't know to start with what....

but, i hear that write is good for...good for vent your emotion, than speak it to someone....

maybe...yup, maybe...

uhh~back to the topic...

This month i think something different is happen, many plan are not going according to expectation, and many chaos because not according to plan ...also i feel somethin different, maybe too many thought or maybe i can just start to stop thinking about that to reduce my stress...

i feel many weird feeling this month...

okay maybe i'll chat somethin....

the problem that i face in this month that also i had never expected are...

1. financial outlay beyond the plan...

2. am i become paranoid than before...

3. i feeling something odd in this month, that can't be eliminated...angry, confused, afraid, happy...?? i don't know, but it's really bother me...

4. i can't sleep well and not sleep on time...

5. and the last, i regret having bought new anime figure... just like always, beacause my star is gemini...hehe~... :D

6. i miss mistress, again...(this is the one that i want to eliminated from my mind...) :(

Okay that's some of my problem, how about ya...??

now, i'm feeling more better now, hope you all can solve your problem soon...

Ciao, see ya...

(i hope i'm not late to pre order new anime figure, hehe~... )

Aikido....

Huph~today is a special day, because in the evening i will do an aikido training...

i can't wait for this...

You know , why i'm join aikido...?? because it's really usefull for self-defence and also because the security reason in indonesia that has high number of criminal happen lately...

so, it's a wise choice to join martial arts...not just for self defence but also for oir healthy...

aikido train our agility, patience, & power that very usefull in the daily life...

Hemmh~okay maybe just that thing i would say...

See ya...

Kimi no Shiranai monogatari...

いつもどおりのある日の事

君は突然立ち上がり言った

「今夜星を見に行こう」

「たまには良いこと言うんだね」

なんてみんなして言って笑った

明かりもない道を

バカみたいにはしゃいで歩いた

抱え込んだ孤独や不安に

押しつぶされないように

真っ暗な世界から見上げた

夜空は星が降るようで

いつからだろう　君の事を

追いかける私がいた

どうかお願い

驚かないで聞いてよ

私のこの想いを

「あれがデネブ、アルタイル、ベガ」

君は指さす夏の大三角

覚えて空を見る

やっと見つけた織姫様

だけどどこだろう彦星様

これじゃひとりぼっち

楽しげなひとつ隣の君

私は何も言えなくて

本当はずっと君の事を

どこかでわかっていた

見つかったって

届きはしない

だめだよ　泣かないで

そう言い聞かせた

強がる私は臆病で

興味がないようなふりをしてた

だけど

胸を刺す痛みは増してく

ああそうか　好きになるって

こういう事なんだね

どうしたい?　言ってごらん

心の声がする

君の隣がいい

真実は残酷だ

言わなかった

言えなかった

二度と戻れない

あの夏の日

きらめく星

今でも思い出せるよ

笑った顔も

怒った顔も

大好きでした

おかしいよね

わかってたのに

君の知らない

私だけの秘密

夜を越えて

遠い思い出の君が

指をさす

無邪気な声で

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On a day like any other
You suddenly started saying,
“Tonight, let’s go stargazing.”

“You say some good things every now and then”
Everyone said, laughing
On a road without lights,
We merrily walked along like idiots
And held our solitude and insecurity
So that it couldn’t be crushed

From the pitch black world, I looked up
Stars are falling in the night sky

I wonder how long the me
That’s chasing you has been here
Please, try not
To be surprised; listen to
These feelings of mine

“There’re Deneb, Altair, and Vega.”
You point them out in the Summer Triangle
I look at the sky and remember
I finally found Orihime-sama
But I wonder where Hikoboshi-sama is
Well, this is pretty lonely

The cheerful one next to you…
I can’t say anything

The truth is, I somehow
Always understood you
I found out
That I’ll never reach you
That’s no good; stop crying
I should have said something like that

Trying to act strong, I cowardly
I pretended like I had no interests
But
The pain stabbing my chest is growing
Now it makes sense; I’ve fallen in love
I’m sure it’s something like this

What do I want to do? Please say something
My heart’s voice calls out
Being next to you is nice
Reality is cruel

I didn’t say anything
I couldn’t say anything
I can never go back again

That summer day
Sparkling stars
I remember even now
Your laughing face, too
Your annoyed face, too
I loved them
It’s weird
Even though I knew,
It was unknown to you
My only secret
Crossing over the night
The you of my distant memories
Points your finger
With an innocent voice

- Bakemonogatari-

Exploring the Space...

Hai nice to see you all...

tonight i'm run the google earth and explore the space...i just can say that, this is AMAZING...!! ohh~when i see, it's make me want to be an astronauts...

this is some screen shoot from my journey through the deep of the universe...

enjoy...!! ( click the images to see the full picture...)

hei, this is my zodiac...

Thank you for google to make this amazing program, it's really give education & pleasure ( because you can go around the world in just one night/day....)